After decades of Dreaming and Visualising, doing the Inner Work, courses, training, and dealing with Challenges and Life Lessons, things started to accelerate pretty quick over the past year. And every part of my Journey, the places I lived, the relationships I've been in, the jobs, side hustles, and businesses I've done.....it all has lead me to the point where I am now. The point where Everything started to fall into place, exactly how it was always meant to be according to my Life's and Soul Purpose.

Sometimes we Do wonder what we are doing here, on this Beautiful Planet, what our Purpose is and if there is any Purpose at all. Though when you learn to See how things unfold, when and where, with the realisation that Nothing is a coincidence, you can not come to another conclusion that you are, indeed, end up exactly where you are meant to be, and Doing what you came here to do. But, also often people remain in a state of "sleep", just living Life, on a daily routine, and having no interest or curiosity to do anything else. And that is also a part of their Journey, and even their Purpose, for what their Soul needs in this Lifetime.

In my case.....I didn't have an easy childhood, and I won't go too much into detail, but what I can say is that I had to figure out a Lot by myself. And in some way that already made me quite independent from a young age, but it also gave me the space for my curiosity. I always have been Open, especially in a Spiritual way. Not so much in a Religious way, although I didn't mind going to Church with my Grandparents sometimes, as I found there was always something Calming and Sacred coming into a Church. Though I was not a big fan of needed to sing those special Bible songs, it was more the Connection and the Prayers I resonated with.

Looking back on my Life, and my Journey, it has been quite the ride! At first I settled in how I was brought up, finish school, getting a job, meet a guy, get married, start a family, have a pet....a typical Life's expectation on how you "should" live your Life. But there was always something inside of me that was wondering "is this it?". And then the Free Spirit in me start coming to the front, and I started to realise this was Not the Life I wanted to live. It felt like living in a designed box. 

At some point I moved to New Zealand, with my daughter who was a teenager by then, I had a job opportunity there and for me it was "now or never". This was the True start of my Spiritual Journey. I had a Big Spiritual Awakening there, met a lot of Spiritual people, and learned from mainly 2 Mediums, Tony B and Tony D. And actually Tony D was the one I learned most from, and who literally showed me my Path, my Direction, and from there it was onwards and upwards in my Spiritual and Consciousness growth. After New Zealand we resided a few years in Belgium before coming to the UK in 2015.

My Dreams and Vision were always to do more Spiritual Work, Healing, Herbalism, Coaching, and organising Workshops and Retreats. When we first arrived in the UK I started working in a Salon, and over the years I did some side hustles as well. Though I always felt I was meant to do more, not just being stuck in a job, running and managing a salon for someone else. I had my own Beauty business back home for 10 years, so I knew I could do it again, though I wanted to do More than that. 

Then in 2025, Year of the Snake, things started to Change and Accelerate quickly. I had to make ends and cut ties with some things, and people, in my life. It was like I needed to declutter my Life, so I could make space for something else. In the first quarter of the year the opportunity appeared to make the decision to leave my job completely and to go my own way. And so I did. I felt this was the right time, another "now or never" moment. It felt very Guided too, and I learned over the years to listen more to it.

So, on 8 March 2025 I registered Elysian Wellness and Beauty as my business. Though I officially started per 1st May 2025. And it was the best decision ever! As from there and then on.....things started to go wild! Once I was settled in, building my client base, making new connections, I started to see Signs everywhere about expanding Elysian with something I always Dreamed of, Visualised. A lot was "shown" to me in different ways, and I was gently Pushed into the direction I am going now.

I started changing my regular Massage treatments into Holistic Healing Massages, more people started to find me for Reiki, Chakra, and Shamanic Healing. I had not practiced these Healing services for a few years, as when I was still tied in a job I couldn't really combine it. So I had to gain back my confidence in my Intuitive and Guidance during the treatments again. But quite quickly I realised that nothing was really "lost", it was All still within me, my skills, my intuition, my guidance, it was all there for me to tap into. And every time I had a client for Healing, I got some kind of confirmation from my Guides that made me smile and creating a moment of "aw" sometimes as well. Though they guided me back into full confidence.

Then I went on a Plant Medicine Retreat in Ireland, February 2026, Year of the Horse. I received Rapé, Ayahuasca, and Kambo Medicine. Despite all the Inner Work I had done on my Self over the past 2 decades, there were still some lingering Emotions from early life traumas in my Subconscious that needed releasing. And I knew this was part of the process of Transformation I was going through. It was needed before I could move on to the next part on my Journey.....

The next part of guidance was for me to start doing the courses that appeared to me multiple times, as the next step towards my Journey's Purpose. And I started with the Cacao Ceremony Facilitator Course, which I now have finished, and the First "Shamanic Cacao Ceremony" is planned as well. You can go to the Events Page and find more information about it, and register when you like to participate! And I now started on the next accredited course "Sacred Ceremony Facilitator", and I have a few more lined up for Breath Work, Meditation Teacher, Women's Circles, Womb Healing, Inner Child Healing, and a few more that I can all combine in future Ceremonies, Workshops, and Retreats. The main one I will do this year is the "Retreat Leader" course, and this be a game changer as well, as one part of my Vision has been for a long time to organise Retreats, locally and nationally, but also abroad.

Now I know, and Trust, that it all Will happen. As every day leads me forward on my Journey and Purpose. And yes, I will still keep having my practice room for Elysian Wellness and Beauty, and I also have my online Herbal and Wellness Shop "Elysian Wellness Apothecary", while I am expanding with "Elysian Sacred Wellness Retreats". 

Sometimes I can barely realise and understand how this All so quickly accelerated in the timespan of Not even a full year. Three different divisions all coming together, under One umbrella. What I needed was the time and space to create and develop it all, and I have been given just that. And after Decades of having the ideas and visions in my mind, it is Now all happening and evolving. I needed to be ready for it first, within my Self, and through my Life's experiences and lessons.

So no matter if it Might seem that your Dreams or Visions are not coming true....don't give up. As it Will all happen in Divine timing. Though you have to be Open and Aware to see and pick up the signs, the synchronicities, the guidance....and then Take Action on it as soon as you get the opportunity to do so. Be clear about what you want, but don't question too much about when or how it will all happen. Leave that up to the Universe and just Allow things to unfold. As when you do, it will be exactly how it's meant to be for you.